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Monday, July 26th, 2004

Time:9:43 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Well as far as camp went it sucked..i mean poison ivy and the works..today was quit interesting becase amber finally asked her gram to stay over the night... and surprisingly she said yes heh good times, heh i mean right now im still over ambers house waiting for her to get ready...what is there to get ready... :X heh good times and what not well im off back to my house
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Saturday, July 17th, 2004

Time:10:15 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
Well the cont was alright like usual...newts still the same..we dance for 3 or 4 hours upstairs, twas funn..i also seen an old enemy from a time ago..Ron, its a long story and at the end me holding a knife to his neck...anyways me and amber then came back to my house..i needed to get the eye liner out it always bothers me soo..but after i took off the rest of my make up we started to watch Van Helsing..which could have been much better from the parts we watched which wasnt too many actully...well i dont think i need to go any further then that... and now im going camping for a week how...fun it will be the only thing i have to say is that i will miss my amber...from seeing her everyday to not seeing her for a week it will be different..i cant wait till i come back
well till next time
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Friday, July 16th, 2004

Time:9:36 pm.
Well Todays is going great, i mena amber and i are haveing a great time..were going to the cont and afterwards back to my house like i said last time...will be funn, i can actully say that i am happy...yay

Bill signing out
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004

Time:10:18 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Well this has been by far most the most interesting weeks i have had in a long time.. first i met amber, we talked and things progressed, then i met Lindsey, again we talked and things progressed.. now Lindsey and amber both like me but Lindsey and i really arent made for each other, the aspects that arent there, the personality and humor...amber on the other hand is the completely identical in personality humor and everything and anything else.. this coming friday i am supposed to meet amber at her house and then were going to Continental for a show, i really cant wait..our mannerisms are soo close its not funny, and it seems like we have known each other for a very long time.. i hope things progress even further then what it is right now

I still havent found a job and i put in at least 5 applications in a day, with me getting the car, haveing my phone bill, and other non-accentual things its starting to get tight
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Saturday, June 26th, 2004

Time:4:17 pm.
Mood: curious.
Yeah last night like around 230 ish i talk for like an hour to this random girl i met online..twas fun, today im supposed to go meet her at her work Mobil go the go heh this should be interesting .. later i think im gonna go to that lawn-feat thats around the bend good times and what not...wel lets see what happens when i go to her work...

To be continued
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Time:1:22 am.
Mood: crappy.
Everything is great cept my job and women...like today i had this girl Steph come over and we "watched a movie" yeah after that i took her home and went to work i started to get these Text Messages saying that the whole cheating thing wasnt for her and she didnt want things to go futher...I never knew she had a boy friend...women later at work my manager started to ride my ass on cleaning everything then to was trays which is a pain in the ass, then to was all the windows.. my work in nothing but windows damn Krispy Kreme i really hoping to get that job with the radio station that would be the shit..
till next time
Bill signing out
2bones shattered| break me

Friday, June 25th, 2004

Subject:Odd week
Time:12:16 am.
Mood: crazy.
This week has been the strangest week ever I graduated this week actually today im done with high school and in sept i start college.. also my computer has finally came in its sweet 17 inch flat screen plasma monitor NAVIDA G-Force 2 plus much more heh went to a copuple grad parties but mine is this coming sunday.. wow its finally over feels alittle strange but now its time to move on in life. The Fem scene sucks females r way to confusing ooo i have a boyfriend but u can be my friend with privileges.. i mean i dont mind but its getting way to complicated.. heh if ya like me soo much then why put not just me but her to through this... o well it will work out it always does. i bought a new PS2 my old one was starting to go not playing any games pissing me off that all it did its all good now..just looking for a car now i found a nice grand an for 700 but i need to get it checked out first thats the least of my concerns. through my nice connections in radio and politics i might be getting a job for a local radio station The EDGE 103.3 doing promotionals like movies, concerts and more.. i hope i get it that would be the most sweetest thing i could ever do besides getting paid to sleep heh well thats it for this week

Bill signing out
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Friday, June 18th, 2004

Subject:Time..is money
Time:9:23 pm.
Mood: amused.
Well KK is messing with me again so its time for the job hunt.. i know ill probly not find a place that is or has been with im making at the Doughnut hut o well more hours is a must tho.. Custom built computer is on its way its gonna be sweet. in this past week i spent over 2000 dollars heh still thinking on what i should buy next...Tat most likely good times and what not..

till next time
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Monday, May 24th, 2004

Subject:Long Time
Time:6:05 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
Its been a long time now.. sience i used this journal.. heh not to much has change about me, I am about to turn 18 on the 31 of may...cant wait but yeah thats about it.
Bill signing out
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003

Time:6:45 pm.
Yeah its me.. damn i just now realized that i havent been in school for almost a month... heh and its only hte first marking quarter heh umm work cut me on hours. wow they always do when i need the money. im going to sleep till 9 then talk to terry.. thats aobut it...
Bill Signing out
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Sunday, September 28th, 2003

Time:11:35 pm.
YAY....good news..ummm terri is on this shit...i mean site.. . heh yay,well yea me and terri are now going out...yup...heh...ooo i almost killed my father today...heh yup. so...
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Thursday, September 25th, 2003

Time:9:52 pm.
Mood: awake.
well.. school has messed me up.. see last year the screwed up my shcule. and i didnt have an english. well this year im in english 11 and 12th grade english at Harkness, well i found out that yesterday was the day that i was supposed to hand in my Sat papers so i can take them...i never heard a freaking word..

yeah it official i like her..i like her alot.. yeah..umm we talked for a total of 2000 mins...lol with my cell at least. Justin thanx for more cds..and letting use the tabbook..heh have funn with that guitar grimorary(sp).

im tired as all hell... need sleep but i cant..im about to take some sleeping pills, cause i cant sleep.

well thats about it.....
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Sunday, September 14th, 2003

Time:8:09 am.
Mood: awake.
Well justinsndro666 got me a NNy shirt because his discount is going bye bye at Hot Topic seeing today is his last day,i got DeathRace Kings by The Crown..and The third Theatre of Tragedy cd---Aegis..ooo and Justin is letting me use one of his Guitar pedles..Thanx man...heh
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003

Subject:Things You Wouldn't Know Without Movies
Time:8:35 pm.
-It is always possible to park directly outside any building you are visiting.

-A detective can only solve a case once he has been suspended from duty.

-If you decide to start dancing in the street, everyone you bump into will know all the steps.

-Most laptop computers are powerful enough to override the communication systems of any invading alien civilization.

-It does not matter if you are heavily outnumbered in a fight involving martial arts - your enemies will wait patiently to attack you one by one by dancing around in a threatening manner until you have knocked out their predecessors.

-When a person is knocked unconscious by a blow to the head, they will never suffer a concussion or brain damage.

-No one involved in a car chase, hijacking, explosion, volcanic eruption or alien invasion will ever go into shock.

-Police Departments give their officers personality tests to make sure they are deliberately assigned a partner who is their total opposite.

-When they are alone, all foreigners prefer to speak English to each other.

-You can always find a chainsaw when you need one.

-Any lock can be picked by a credit card or a paper clip in seconds, unless it's the door to a burning building with a child trapped inside.

-An electric fence, powerful enough to kill a dinosaur will cause no lasting damage to an eight-year-old child
8bones shattered| break me

Wednesday, September 10th, 2003

Time:4:39 pm.
Mood: sick.
im sick..dammit its official i have a sinus infection and on top of that the flu....damn its not my week..heh
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Monday, September 8th, 2003

Subject:i call it father....READ IT
Time:10:36 pm.
Always wrong..without movement
he,the big man, the imprefectionist
sits on pedisel way below
tries to rule...me

hatred with time
angerd by the second
wish it will end

dead to all
understood by no one
compelet without..him
tatured and torn
through time and time again
soil covers him, peace finally

well it gonna be a war..between me and him..only time...but what is time..a matter of nothing..i compare him wiht the mentality of a 4 or 3 1/2 year old....with metal problems...its gotten worse and worse after these years..he cant control me anymore..dammit how many time can i say that with out hitting a wall...my rage inside cant be held anymore..emotions purest from is rage...or maybe i could be by polor most of my mothers side is..or soemthing else..the mask is off ...its off of good..just need one more push..a nudge..it over with..i am not bill im someone else...someone i havent seen for a long time...To LONg...im tring to relax its not working..it never works so i write...o do i write..heh...im gone...

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Time:7:32 pm.
today was the shotest day ever..i walked in and they told me to go home..heh...my daddies sleeping with one eye open..heh see im sick and it not a reall good idea to mess with me or something bad might happen to u..heh well thats about it..

2bones shattered| break me

Sunday, September 7th, 2003

Time:4:42 pm.
Im going crazy..i need to get out of this house..andmy computer is messed up..my musicx is playing and i cant shut it off...i cant shut off my computer....damn speakers why are u shuting off...im going ot kill it..heh its playing Universal race by Theatre of tragety...im still sick...i didnt mind this song at first but its not stoping...im going ot escape...everybodies ethier away or gone..heh need to get out of here..heh stil dont have a door...umm oooo my deer head is almost done decasying..maggots are the last part of eating away the skin and hair..heh...
2bones shattered| break me

Saturday, September 6th, 2003

Time:8:35 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
Stabbing the vain with force
Blood drips down the arm
Tearing? Ripping through flesh
Stopping the heart with a single blow

Laying on the pavement
Stab wounds festering
Maggots feeding
Soul escaping

bleeding across the openwounds
trembling contently
nivrana forever

Valentines day

Complete sadness corrupted by happiness brings pain to my world.
Brought to suffer from tormenting pleasure.
Trembling in the room thinking of disturbing thoughts.
Looking towards the blood splashed on?to wonder
Shoots surrender motions to a shiver.
Shattered Glass stuck into flesh.
My Last breath?.?Alone?
Quivering on the damp floor. Now dead to the world.

Brain-dead with honor
Atone its sins
Born by God
Raised by the devil
Corrupted by man
Now learn the ways of me
Seen to all but never understood
So close to you
Never reached the plane
The souls testing the limits with the Knife
Push through the doors
Slit my wrists and it all will be yours
Wait the sound will reach..................

Darkness coming from all ways
Blood shines on the metal
Giving way to my unmentionable
Reaching for hope
Draining the corpse
Craving for lust
Wanting forgiveness
As I wait...to be cursed with the thrust
It was the blood that kept my slumber
Return for whats mine
Seeing what I always left behind

The light shines through
Endless nocturnal will discreet the joy
Show the way of the day
Shun the darkness put in disarray
Creating our world out of tooth and bone
Seizing truth comes without a whimper of solitude

The downward fall to haven
Keeps life in silent horror
Shows the way
Feeling nothing
Stare into the hole
Feel the wound grow with amusement
Try to reason?. try to feel
The excretions of hate fill you
Lower to there level
Become pain
Realize suffering
The day ends in a drip of blood
Lick it up and it will all be yours
The harmony will make the pain stay
Stare into the grave
Wish it all away
Starving the thrust
Unleashing the beast
Waiting for the hunger to stop
The pain
Deeper then life it self
It will never stop
It will always be there
Now the only thing that is between life and death is the hunger
Try to reach salvation
Damned to all eternity
Why...why will life be so forsaken
It will all end to you, your the key to all
Watch it will make since...... listen to the sound...
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Subject:IM NEW..heh
Time:5:15 pm.
Mood: sick.
yeah im new to this LJ thing...*cough* but i have...*cough* a dead journal..heh yup...umm im sick....thats about bout it for right now..heh
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